Friday, September 4, 2020

Brushing Mom’s Hair

I start by spraying detangler on the gnarled mass at the back of her head

Red and matted

Natural curls, dreaded so not a single finger can pass freely through 

I stare at what she would have called a rats nest

Had she been me and it been 20 years earlier

Gathering her hair together at the nape of her neck, holding the pony tail with one hand so she won’t feel the pain of the brush

I begin the work she must have done so many times during my childhood

I tell her that the tendrils of silver framing her face are lovely

That I hope my hair follows suit

As my fingers work, I remember that my brother taught me how to braid and that while I can remember my dad brushing my hair, if my mother ever did, I don’t recall it

Hair parted neatly, one straight long braid down her back 

Her face is blank, but I imagine a smile

“You look beautiful.” I say 

She thanks me, tells me I have a stain on my shirt that makes it look like I’m breastfeeding and shuffles away

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