The nights that held us together
and the ones that pulled us apart
All blend together now
like a Monet painting depicting London
suffocating beneath a black smog
The rays of light that shine through
the clouds, hopeful, awe-inspiring
Tinging everything yellow
So heart-breakingly close and soberingly
far away at the same time
Like the curve of your back
yawning at me as you sleep facing the other way
Dreaming of the life we could have had.